i'm so glad everything got squashed before you left us.
we had barely just became friends again, & bam, you were gone.
i went to your showing, but i couldnt come to the funeral.
i couldn't deal with seeing you like that.
but now i kind of wish i would have came for you.
but it just happened to land on the day my grandpa died,
the year before.
and babe, i didn't know what to do.
i think of you everyday, & it's been a little over a year.
i miss you tellin me a million songs to download.
& our deep convos about just everything that came up.
me & you & britt were going to hang out that summer.
when me & her, were actually still friends.
life is just completely weird without you around.
me & heath went to the hendricks county fair last summer.
& we got some kid to win a fish for us.
we named him after you, j.
he didn't live very long, because he was a gold fish.
but damn, i really wish he could've lived forever.
god, i miss you so much.
i love you to death j. <3 Close